… a successful book launch
… a trip to the opera
… a week on the Book Bus
… new friends and old friends
… reading whatever I felt like
… learning to teach, and enjoying it
… expanded horizons (internal)
(finding space in my faith for the fullness of myself)
… railways that got better and better
… expanded horizons (external)
I came into this year, and in particular I went into the InterRail trip, thinking of it as the last chance to have fun before things got terrible. And who knows, it may still turn out to be that. I’ve been scared of 2019 for… well, two years. And so I was thinking of Patrick Leigh Fermor, hiking from the Netherlands to Constantinople during the rise of Nazism; I was thinking, do it now, in case you don’t have a chance later.
But about two days in I knew that I was going to have to go back. I was going to have to go back to Hamburg; I was going to have to go back to Copenhagen. I was going to have to bring other people to see them. I was going to have to go back to mainland Europe and see things I hadn’t got round to this time round.
I wrote, on the way home,
This isn’t the end of anything. This is about understanding that it’s all mine for the enjoying, that much more is possible than I ever thought, that in fact I can have both/and.
Maybe I won’t be able to. Maybe politics or money will get in the way. Maybe I’ll be doing other things. There are many things that might stop me – but it’s less likely, now, that I’ll be one of them.
So. It sounds ridiculous now, and goodness knows what it’ll sound like in a year’s time, but thank you, 2018, for hope.
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YOU MUST BE SO PROUD OF YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS CATHLEEN, WELL DONE, CHINA
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Thank you! Happy New Year!